Help I'm Going Nuts Again  

Thursday, March 27, 2008


Well today is not a good day for me everyone in my household is sick and when i start feeling little things here and there my mind just starts to wander like what is really going on here are you sure It's just a cold or a sinus headache. Crazy things like this happen all the time I should be used to it by now but no my brain travels at speeds that I cant even control. And what happens next I start to get nervous thinking It's something else and only the worst runs through my mind. But I try my hardest not to let it get there and finally I get a hold of the anxiety and start to calm down when the phone rings and It's my wifes boss telling me to get to the hospital your wife has passed out. Now I'm going nuts thinking the worst for her I make to the hospital everyone is in her room I said what happened she said her heart was beating so fast that when she got to emergency room her heart rate was 210 beats per min. I said oh my god she has a bad heart. now I'm really having a panic attack I'm asking the doctor all kind of questions (you know like all us hypochondriacs do) and he said to me she will be fine she does not have a heart problem this thing he calls SVT only happens to 5% of people and it can be fixed and it will never happen again. you just don't know the way I've been acting now like she is handicap or something thats the anxiety and hypochondriac in me.

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