Separation Anxiety!!  

Monday, March 10, 2008


Separation Anxiety is driving me crazy. I thought only cats & dogs get this and little kids too. But I guess I was wrong because I'm suffering from it and drives me up a wall.  Ok this is how it goes I do suffer from anxiety attacks but sometimes i can control them but sometimes I cant and they get so bad that I feel like I'm just going die. when I start to feel that I cant control it I always call my wife and just talk to her I don't know what it is about being on the phone with her but it really helps. For some unknown reason a few minutes into the conversation I forget I'm having a Panic Attack. So now I tell her you better answer that phone I don't care what you are doing you better answer it. Once we had been in a fight and she knows when I'm going through one. So she decided to not answer the phone when I was having an episode that was the worst day of my life i must have called her phone about 500 times I actually thought this is it for me. I was sweating, shaking couldn't think straight i was about to loose it. So i said hell with it I'm going to the hospital. Once i get to the hospital the triage nurse takes my vitals she says everything is fine but my blood pressure is up a little. I said i feel like my heart is going to explode she tells me to go to the waiting room and wait at that moment my cell rings it's my wife she says where are you the hospital. As soon as I heard her voice it was like I was another person that fast it all went away. She knows me to well. I'm trying to really control this with out any meds I just want to be normal.

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